Story of my life Searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul 'Cause it seems that wrong Really loves my company He's more than a man And this is more than love the reason that the sky is blue the clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again and to him I just can't be true And I know that he knows that I'm unfaithful and it kills him inside to know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be...a murderer I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair preparing for another date A kiss up on my cheek He's here reluctantly asks if I'm gonna be out late I say I won't be long Just hanging with the girls A lie I didn't have to tell Because we both know where I'm about to go and we know it very well 'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful and it kills him inside to know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer Our love his trust I might as well take a gun and put it to his head Get it over I don't want to do this Anymore (anymore) I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why And everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside and I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer (a murderer). No No No... yeah...